Starting of a new chap~^^
Sunday, August 12th, 2007~~Starting a new chapter in my life~~
After so many years.. the feeling has been found… and the right guy has appeared..
I’ve never noticed this.. after a year, in d same course, same class.. we’ve been so close, so near, and yet so far.. we were strangers back then.. and gradually, we get to know each other more.. bits by bits..
From normal conversations, study group, to sms and on9 messages.. you reveal more about you to me.. as this goes on.. it has been a routine to msg each other.. and when i know i dun get annoyed by all the msgs.. n eager to send n received more.. dat’s when i noticed.. a slow but outstanding changes in me.. =p
Someone.. somehow.. creeps into my heart..
So i think.. i think hard.. and asked myself.. "is this the feeling?? the long lost, buried, somewhere in my heart, the special feeling???" i never had a confirmed answer.. until that morning.. 8/8/07
he asked for my acceptance of him n an unowned bear.. without double thinking, i accepted.. no double thoughts.. and that’s when i confirmed myself.. "Yess.. this is it!!"
A sweet romance.. i can taste the sweetness in the air.. quietly.. i smiled to myself stubbornly.. cant stop it.. cause it’s a true feeling.. ^^ indescribable.. hmm.. all i could say is, happiness filled each cell of my own..
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Again, influenza virus had beaten my immune system.. i’m sick.. flu.. ==
Throughout this sem.. i’ve lost count the times i had fallen sick.. too bz.. too stressed.. lack of rest.. that’s what my friends said to me every time i’m sick.. Well, i know it myself.. but can’t help it.. i’m too used to be bz.. haha.. thx for everyone’s concerned anywayz..
But this time, there’s someone taking care of me.. look after me.. never been this happy to fall sick =p (ok~~ i’m weird) I’m pampered by him.. ^^
And so.. i’m thinking.. after being independent for so many years.. standing up straight alone.. Now, there’s as if a stable tree for me to depend with.. i wonder will i eventually depends on him too much later on.. lol.. hmm.. i must learn to control..
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My 20th birthday.. hehe.. my friends throw a surprise bday party!! thx ya~~
And earlier i thought no celebration for this year.. as we had tight schedule and exam on my bday.. o><o (ooo.. n most of them saying they’re going bek to hometown n so on..)
I’ve been blind folded and taken to have a car ride.. lol.. (cheat me say bringing me to somewhere.. but ended up juz few minutes walk from where i’m staying.. hahahah..) And when i finally reached the destination, i’m being lead through a rough and unbalanced passage (a park near my place). When i get to remove the blind fold, turned out that 23 ppl appeared~! (I was really shocked that so many ppl surrounding me.. with my bday cake.. geez.. thx..) some more they ordered food catering.. (whee~ i feel all the love from u guys..)
Presents~~ i received 2 cute little hamsters (i named them りゅうせい (ryuusei) and てんし (tenshi) which means meteor and angel ^^y) with their food supply, shampoo and etc., a huge bday card (about half of my body length), a big sized mickey cup (or should i say as bowl??? but has a handle worr..), a sweet table lamp (light intensity could be adjusted~ hehe..), a pretty n shinny pair of earrings with a ferrero rocher flower, an apple green blouse with a little classy looking flower necklace, a cute little plushie doggie + hp decoration with a bday card which lotsa effort has been put into to made it.. (love the cute pao drew in it) and the biggest present is all great friends that attended and all wishes i’ve received~~ Friends forever~~ *wink
thx a lot people~~ for every year making my birthday a special and unforgettable one~! may everyone live a healthy and happy life, and score in exams~ *cheers ^^
**thx to my special someone~~ love ya~~
