* P@st~PreSent~FuTuR3==CaRYn *

things are gradually changing for me.. as life goes on, i begin to realise lots of stuffs.. which is a very good thing.. i began to seriously think what are my capabilities, what can i do now, what should i start doin, so that i can make full use of time n not wasting them on useless stuff..

during this long period of break, i did a lot of thinking, over n over again.. what’s right n what’s wrong.. and a planning has come into my mind. all of that has to be start from 2007 jan. i can say that as a new year resolution if that’s the proper words to state that.. or i might juz take it as a wild dream of mine. I’ve to bear in mind that i’ll be successful if all turns out my way, but if it fails, cant even dare to imagine the consequences.. =="

Well, i’m always an adventurous person, n i can oni study well under some pressure.. lol.. what weird gal am i.. mayb i get used to studying through the help of my own adrenalin perhaps.. haha ^^

recently, i read a really some articles n there’re some really interesting quotes n sentences..

Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.
Harriet Tubman

It has been my observation that most people get ahead during the time that others waste time.
Henry Ford

The great Leonardo Da Vinci observed, "God sells us all things at the price of labour."

I’m a great believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it.
Thomas Jefferson

Who forces time is pushed back by time; who yields to time finds time on his side.
The Talmud

hopefully, they inspire some of u to take life more seriously.. ^^ gambate!!

it’s been quite a while since i post a blog..

hmm, recently having some problems.. well, my parents were against my idea of being part of thesoundblender.. hmm.. i guess all singers have to went through this stage.. Well, of coz other than this, they wanted me to quit some of my other activities too.. ==" really out of the blue..

the details dun really wanna say it here.. hmm.. coz i’m not those kind of ppl that goes against parents.. but i know what i really want n insisted on my idea.. after a whole long week.. finally..
i win this "war" of mine.. i can say that i’m really lucky to hav won! hehe. kinda relieve now.. whew!oh.. n i’m proud of it too.. hahaha.. no regrets!!!

but hopefully they wont bring this matter up again.. kinda hurtful to quarrel.. well, at least i tried my best to keep the situation in control.. =p holding back myself when i’m at the edge of exploding .. => glad that now everything is settled!!

haha.. and the best of all, i’m joining national choir to sabah n sarawak for performance! cool~ cant wait for that.. never been to both states! n i cant believe i really made through the audition till now.. hehe.. coz out of all the members, juz 23 of us are going.. ^^ i’m sure it’s gonna be an enjoyable one!

for my dearest friends out there who’re also in a bad situation or a bad mood now.. cheer up yea~ u know that i’ll always give u the biggest support! remember, live for urself, fight for ur own future! gambate!! hwaiting!!