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I dunno how to start this.. aihhzz.. very sad… my heart’s broken into pieces…
my handsome little hamster.. KIM.. is missing… T.T
It’s been ages since the last time i feel this pain.. it’s like.. i’ve lost someone..



that cute fella.. god knows how it escape from it’s cage.. Well, all my family members claimed that they didn’t open it.. It just happen to just dissapear!!! how on earth can this happen?!!

how unlucky can i get… i cant believe my luck..
I cried… hav sleepless night.. miss kim too much..
hmm.. even though it’s only a short period.. just 1 month++..
but i really do love him.. and the 1st thing that flash through my mind when i found out he’s missing, is his dead body.. coz my area, is cats’ territory, plenty of them.. arghh..

just hope that he’s somewhere, a corner, in my house n doesn’t go out..
but of coz i fail to find him.. aihhhhhh…

my family.. especially my mum, who’s been complaning about me keeping furry pets.. lol.. her reaction really do cheer me up a little.. haha.. she said she swear that she didnt release kim..
well, of coz i know.. i didnt even question my mum.. she just walk up to me after returning from work n start explaining to me.. lol.. She even said she’ll buy me another one..

Kim… juz too adorable n handsome… hopefully he’s save.. somewhere out there…

haihz… my  group’s leader say we used wrong mic for our recording..
So our cd cant be release at Oct edi.. what a waste.. maybe hav to re-record everything… -.-"
And our concert+soft launch oso hav to be postpone.. ishh.. really looking forward to it.. but now.. aihhh aihhh..

But of course.. i rather we able to produce a good product compared to a low quality one..
Anyway, just came back from a performance.. we able to sell more than half of our demo cds.. but those are demo oni.. limited edition some more.. lol.. rm10.. response not bad la.. coz we got like 50 copies oni.. hehe.. sell about 2/3.. record by using a too sensitive mic(higher quality one), according to my leader, every small little sound get recorded.. that’s why quality not that gud edi..

hmm.. k.. our demo got 4 songs oni.. from  the composing, arrangement, recordings, design, cover to cd.. everything.. all D.I.Y~

Although that’s a bad news.. of course got a gud news for our group too.. coz we get sponsorship for our outfits from a very cool sponsor, that is~~~ ECHO PARK!!! <erm.. dunno spell correctly anot.. haha.. =p> CoOL huh?!

Alrite.. kinda tired.. i think i sud stop here.. hopefully beginning of year 2007 we able to release our 1st album by then..

yeah~~ after weeks of studying… finally~~~ get to relax.. hehe..

very happy coz we got 3 months holiday! 3 MONTHS!!! 3 MONTHS!!! hooray!

So long didnt hav this long break, since spm.. =p

but i got a bad feeling for my last paper though.. think i might get a D.. which means hav to sit for supplementary paper.. aikz.. hopefully not lo.. but seriously no confident at all.. >.<

aihhz.. what the heck.. relax 1st la.. dun care.. worry now oso no use, can’t change the results oso..

hmm.. 3 months.. my singing schedule edi full till dec.. so can’t find a job..
looking forward for the national choir road tour show.. selected ones get to go to sabah n sarawak.. audition is next week lerr.. kinda nervous.. hehe…

oh yea.. my group’s concert.. a mini one.. expecting around 300 ppl..
the date fixed on 14th of Oct.. venue.. havent confirmed yet
anyone who’s interested contact me ya????? hehe.. send me a msg or sth.. keke =p
first half we’ll sing english songs.. 2nd half will sing chinese songs.. =>

hmm.. sleepy adi.. k.. till next time.. adioz~

I think lately i’m becoming an owl.. or any of the night creatures that you could think of.. lol..
Night is day, day is night.. my whole lifestyle changed.. in a very extreme way.. for real, i’m sleeping while the sun rises.. (about 6-8am?) n wake up when the moon is comin out.. 0.o
But what can i do??? hmm… This tiny brain of mine can only absorb stuff at weird timing(midnight till morning), and it’ll shut down in the day(ZZzzzz..).. =.="

Due to this.. I think instead of transforming into an owl.. i think i’m undergoing a human evolution–> a mixture of owl and panda!!!
Obviously, staying up late.. dark-circles, or panda eyes.. whatever.. aihhz…
Now just wish that finals end asap.. and HOPEFULLY.. i’m able to change bek to a more normal human lifestyle.. or my previous lifestyle =p coz normally i dont sleep that early too.. keke..

Okay~ back to my atomic structure and bonding.. -.-
I dun wanna screw up this paper.. since i already screwed up my Computer System paper badly.. Unable to ans a 9m question which after exam only find out that actually the answer for that Q is extremely easy.. Well, coz met my lecturer on the way to the office.. Hmm.. for my coursemates that wanna know~~ the ans actually are the MIDI port, SCSI port…blah blah blah.. kena bomb rite??!!! =.="

hmm.. finals finals…
how i wish it’ll end as soon as possible.. just started this week(4/9/06) n will end only at 16/9.
Well, at least one tough subject passed.. which is cell biology.. hmm.. didn’t answer well for a question asking bout chloroplast.. sounds easy.. but juz go blank when they ask to relate its structure to the photosynthesis reaction.. =p luckily i still remember the structure well… but the relate part is the prob.. hopefully didnt really screwed it up badly.. hehe..

aikz.. now i’m having a flu.. n to make things worst.. a little fever too..
of all time… why now?! aihhz…
makes me feels drowzy while revising.. keep on dozing off..

Anyway, my next paper to tackle is PR(Public Relations).. i always wonder why we’re d management included this subj in our syllabus.. it’s weird rite??? for biotech
having PR.. like unrelated worr.. lol..

Alrite alrite, better go bek to my books.. *unwillingly
=p

For all my comrades out there.. gambate for finals ya?? or whatever you’re into.. hehe..

That’s all for now.. till then.. good luck ppl!!! ^^

p/s miss all my best friends bek in smkk.. you know who you are.. *wink* =>